The Eyes
Today at the gym I saw my one buddy that plays pickleball with me. He was involved in the game with the idiot that I got into the loud argument with yesterday. He was talking about the incident and said how that was the first time he ever saw a look in my eyes like I was ready to explode. I told him it doesn’t happen very much but once that normally slow burning fuse is lit, it can get scary.
I have been told this over my lifetime by the few people that have witnessed me getting truly angry and how they can see a change in my eyes when this occurs. I’m never the type that would actively seek out conflict or violence but if you push me, I am going to swing back, literally if need be. Luckily it didn’t come to that yesterday but the door was definitely opened. Anyone that sees this side of me is always a bit shocked and I understand why.