Fumes

Between my pushing myself too far physically and the pattern of staying up late I have been feeling a bit run over recently. When I got home yesterday I was in the bedroom changing. It started to rain so I laid in my bed just to watch the much needed precipitation fall in the back yard for a couple minutes. Almost 90 minutes later I woke up. Luckily I didn’t have any firm commitments for last night or else I may have slept through them. To me the unexpected nap was a testament to just how beat up I am feeling in multiple ways, both physically and mentally.

There is no full moon in the sky to attribute any of this to, I’m just not in a good or positive state of mind recently. When this type of valley occurs my typical response is to just try to keep busy, occupying my mind until the positive energy switch once again is flipped on. Until then I can fake it until I make it.