Today I am doing my third fast. I had dinner last night around 7:30 and I won’t eat again until around 7 tomorrow morning so the fast will be around 36 hours as opposed to the 48 hours I did last time. I will be drinking black coffee periodically throughout the day to keep my hunger issues down but I really dislike black coffee. I’m normally a cream and sugar guy. I was 188 pounds last night before my shower. It will be interesting to see where I am at tomorrow morning. Fasting is one of those things that isn’t fun but the benefit outweighs the discomfort IMO. I am planning to play pickleball at lunch while fasting, something I have never attempted before.
Another thing I have been going without for roughly a week is unisom. Ever since early 2023 I have relied on unisom more often than not to knock me out to sleep. It originally started because of issues in my personal life that were cluttering my mind. I would wake up and then not be able to turn my brain off to fall back asleep. Unisom deadened that response so I stuck with it as getting sleep, even drug assisted sleep is important. The downside was getting out of bed is difficult and when you do it still leaves you in a groggy haze for a period of time.
So anyway my sleep has not been bad going all natural. If I wake up during the night I have been able to fall back asleep. I don’t do it as quickly as I do while taking unisom but because my mind is more at peace now I can resume sleep without the major struggle I once had. I am hoping to continue sleeping without aid for as much as I can.
Last night I worked on assembling the AMS rack that I have been printing for close to two weeks. It is a ton of parts. The design of this model is pretty amazing, it is held together mostly by “bow ties” that are hammered in between the various sections. I have a bit more to go but I am in the home stretch. This is one of the biggest 3D printing projects I have ever done.
I was messaging with my buddy Jeremy last night a bit and I mentioned how I was loading up on protein prior to the fast as you are supposed to do. I told him I was doing so via eating a rather big piece of steak that my girlfriend prepared for me. This news shocked him because the last time he knew I was an active pescatarian (seafood only) which had been the case since sometime in 2014. It made me realize that I never actually talked about this shift publicly.
I started to introduce other types of meat back into my diet last summer. I think having more balance in my diet has helped me somewhat with my overall health and wellness. Do I have some conflict about doing so, sure. The entire reason I went pescatarian was because I love animals and I hate that they have to suffer to be a food source for human beings. However my diet change is kind of connected with other changes in my life like how I stopped caring about politics as much since it is all basically corrupted and I can do nothing about it personally. I realize that my dietary choices will not stop/affect the overall consumption of animals so I made the decision to eat more “normally”.
It’s sad in a way and feels like in some aspects of my existence I have sort of shoulder shrugged and given up. Over the past couple years I have made a conscious decision to focus my energy on things that directly impact my quality of life and abandon things I have no ability to change. Is it advice I would give to others? I think everyone needs to make their own decisions on how they wish to spend their energy, focus, and time. Just know it’s a limited resource so it should be spent wisely.